A couple years ago I started a scrapbook of major life events for my sister. She’s 21 years younger than I am and I was afraid that once I was gone she would forget how fun her childhood was so I’ve decided to put it all together in books for her. That has been my thinking up to this point…. that I will not be able to be there for my sister because my food addiction will kill me. I’ve been catching up on a few pages in her book over the last few days and I’m realizing that despite my size, we have done a lot of things! I’m also realizing that I have signicantly slowed down over the last year. I’m ready to get back to being the happy go lucky person I was a year ago. I’m ready to be even more than that. I’m ready to chase after her which is something I’ve never been able to do. I’m ready to be able to chase after my own children. I’m ready for a new life.